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Monday 24 December 2012

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

If is a code for never.

Miracle is another word for hard work.

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It is true that if would never happen in our life. Whatever things you wish as a if, it ain't work out, right?

Miracle... Everybody wants a miracle in their life, right? But, it is true that miracle is another name of hard work  If you don't try, you won't succeed. If you don't succeed, there will be no miracle.



Sunday 23 December 2012

Day by day...




Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
Say goodbye

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you, did she make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day
Oh man I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye... 

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, so I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live on
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

Oh man I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye





















p/s: sometimes I feel like giving up upon us. *sigh* :'(

Thursday 20 December 2012

CASA IMPIAN :)


Assalamualaikum WBT
Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang...

Anda dengar tak apa yang saya dengar sekarang ni? Bunyi suara cengkerik melagukan lagu lullaby untuk kita... Setiap malam menghiasi alam tanpa jemu, supaya pagi yang tenang lagi selamat ini digunakan dengan manfaat oleh mereka yang mengejar tahajud.

Malam ni, aku nak amibil mood tenang lagi mendamaikan ini untuk menceritakan satu antara sejuta angan-angan yang aku ciptakan.

Untuk pengetahuan korang, aku suka sangat, sangat sangat dan sangat suka keadaan yang tenang lagi damai macam ni. Senyap dan sunyi, tak panas dan tak sejuk, sedang-sedang aja... Aku tak suka sangat keadaan bising dan bingit. Sebab tu aku tak suka pergi pasar malam or kenduri kahwin, sebab suasananya sangat meriah dan membingitkan telinga walaupun kadang-kadang menyeronokkan.

Kalau suasana tenang macam ini, aku dapat tidur dengan mudah, dan juga aku dapat membaca serta mendapat idea dengan senang... aku jugadapat buat apa aja yang aku suka tanpa ada suara orang lain yang membingitkan telinga atau akan suruh aku buat apa-apa kerja yang aku tak suka. Aku tak suka sebenarnya orang arah aku,,, rasa macam tak ikhlas pun ada buat kerja macam tu. By the way, I am happy this way.

Aduyaii.. panjangnya mukadimmah. Sebenarnya, aku dapat idea nak cakap pasal MY SWEET HOME!!! Haaa~ rumah idaman aku...

What? How? When? Which?
Fuuuhhh~ Alrighty, my dreaming home is a cottage!
One of the cottage

Haaa??? Korang tahu tak cottage tu hape? Cottage tu adalah rumah yang macam orang kenit duduk dalam cerita Snow White tu... cottage jugak dirujuk kepada rumah yang berada di luar bandar ataupun hutan.

Bagi aku, penting untuk aku hidup dalam keadaan aman. Cottage aku tu nanti,,, aku nak biarlah diperbuat daripada kayu, atap dia,, macam kalis bunyi ker? Tak nak lah atap zink,, bising kot kalau hujan. Lepas tu,, aku nak rumah aku tu jauh daripada jalan raya, macam rumah aku kat balai maras ni. Senyap je, xder bunyi kenderaan malam-malam. Pastu,, aku nak letak buai kat luar rumah tu.. Petang-petang, aku boleh main buai or baca buku dekat buai tu. Tidur kat buai tu. Aku nak letak juga meja yang daripada simen buatan tu. Yang macam ala-ala taman gitu. Bolehlah aku buat kerja sekolah or semak buku anak murid aku kat situ.

Dalam cottage tu pulak, aku nak ada dapur, 1 bilik air, 3 bilik tidur, 1 stor simpanan dan yang paling penting, 1 ruang tamu. Why 3 bilik tidur? Aku berangan 1 master room aku dengan suami aku, 2 lagi untuk anak-anak. Cehhh~ aku nak kahwin ker? Teeettt!!! Tidak terbuka pintu hati aku. Kalau tak pun,, insha Allah,, aku akan amik anak angkat jek macam pasangan Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie.

Ok, let’s see what so beautiful and awesome about cottage.
simple yet awesome!!! :):):)
just exactly like what am i dreaming about... :)
P/S: I wish to have my cottage near a seaside and i wish to spend my time there with my soldier of life. J
If forever it takes, then forever it will be. I would live only with memories.

Sunday 26 August 2012

...

the moment when you leave me alone, I know there's nothing else left behind. The world seems to be crushed onto my head and huge hole has been punched through my heart. I have no right to hold onto you.. There's nothing I could do.. You have left me behind and I was alone, crying in the rain....

there is nothing i could do anymore... :'(

Tuesday 17 January 2012

SOMETHING WICKED THIS WAY COMES...



Assalamualaikum dan Selamat Sejahtera olllzzz...


My topic for today is BAD LUCK. My new year is started by having so many bad luck with I encounter no good to my health. HOMAIIII!!! Lucky I dont have heart-attack which may need me to DIE!! My bad luck started when I lost the person which I dear, I care the most in my humble life. I was and still stress thinking about that person. How could you forget the person that you heart so much in a blink of eye? Besides, that person has been stuck and nailed and glued tightly in my mind, my heart and my soul. It is an impossible mission to forget that person. When i think of that person again, days and nights, my heart flutters and hurt. That person has been with me for many years. We have gone through storm, rain, sun, and rainbow together. I dont forget that person, I cant! Although that person has gone, that person would live, everyday smiling for me in my own memory. 

Next, the very next day, January 2, I had to re-do my Identity card as I had lost it. I found it nowhere. Then, someone said, You better go and do a new one. You are going to register at IPG later. Listening to him, I went to Police Station to make a report then straight to PEJABAT PENDAFTARAN NEGARA. I was shocked knowing that I had to pay RM110. Luckily, I brought my Matrix card, therefore I got less RM50.

Later not long after that, I lost my handphone. The loss had been estimated around RM200. Oh dear, what a bad luck.

After that, my laptop charger made me in trouble again. It was damaged and my laptop cannot stand without having the charger. So, I had to buy a new one. It cost me RM90.

Today, another bad luck kiss my soul. I have been sick and got to pay RM50 for the bill. Ya ALLAH, the note was the last note in my purse. Now, I ve only have RM1. Fortunately, Chinese New Year holidays start this week, so I dont need to use money to survive in this blessed IPG.

All together, I have lost and used RM400 for only 18 days in January.

I dont know what else would be broken or what else waits ahead me. I have no single idea about that. Therefore, I start my day thinking what other bad luck would cost me today.  I am at no peace. Things happen because of hidden reason, but I cannot think and it is beyond my mind to estimate whether there is a silver line waiting for me at the end of the day. Yes, I admit that I am stronger now. I dont cry much except when I think of that person. Thats not the matters, right? After all, feeling is something to be expressed not hidden. That makes me a NORMAL human. ;)

I hope that there would be no more bad luck in my life. I am afraid I cant take it and start to blame Allah for giving me so much hardship. I am too afraid to think about that. For that reason, dear Allah, please protect me. Save me from going astray from your path. Please, be with me always.

Hanya kepada Allah daku berserah dan hanya pada Allah daku memohon pertolongan.

Monday 16 January 2012

RULES OF CHANGING DIRECT SPEECH TO INDIRECT SPEECH



RULE
SOURCES
EXAMPLE
(direct speech -> indirect speech)
Changes in tenses
-simple present -> simple past
-present continuous  -> past continuous
-present perfect -> past perfect
-present perfect continuous -> past perfect continuous
-simple past -> past perfect
-past continuous -> past perfect continuous
1) UPSC PORTAL


1) Hae said, “I am hungry.”
changed to
Hae said that he was hungry.

2) Hae said, “I am going to restaurant.”
changed to
Hae said that he was going to restaurant.
Changes in determiner/pronoun

2) Madan Sood,
Most Common Errors in English
1) Leeteuk said, “my uncle will buy me a house.”
change to
Leeteuk said that his uncle would buy him a house.

2) Leeteuk said, “you are uglier than my duck.”
changed to
Leeteuk said that she was uglier than his duck.

Changes in punctuation mark
1) Madan Sood,
Most Common Errors in English

1) Siwon said, “I am so tired today.”
changed to
Siwon said that he was so tired that day.

2) Siwon said, “I will sleep until tomorrow.”
changed to
Siwon said that he would sleep until the following day.

Changes in time expression
1) UPSC PORTAL

1) “Super Junior is performing tonight,” announced Amani.
changed to
Amani announced that Super Junior was performing that night.


2) Sarah said, “Super Junior will organize a concert at Malaysia next week.”
changed to
Sarah said that Super Junior would organize a concert at Malaysia the following week.

Changes to place/direction
1) WebLearnEng

2) ) UPSC PORTAL
1) Semmock said, “I want to get out from here.”
changed to
Semmock said he wanted to get out from there.

2) Semmock said, “This Pearl Milk Tea is so delicious.”
changed to
Semmock said that Pearl Milk Tea was so delicious.

Changes in reporting verb, however, the tense of the verb remains same.

2) Anne Seaton,
Focus on Grammar
1)Kyuhyun says, “close the door.”
changed to
Kyuhyun orders me to close the door.

2) Kyuhyun said, “do not lock the door tonight.”
changed to
Kyuhyun reminded me not to lock the door that night.

Interrogative sentence become assertive sentences

2) Madan Sood,
Most Common Errors in English
1) Sungmin said, “sing beautifully.”
changed to
Sungmin told me to sing beautifully.

2) “Try it again,” said Sungmin.
changed to
Sungmin urged me to try it again.


Changes in modal auxiliary verb

-Will     -> Would
-Shall   -> Should
-Can     -> Could
-May     -> Might
-Must   -> Had to


2) Anne Seaton,
Focus on Grammar
1) Heechul said, “I will drop by at your house this evening.”
changed to
Heechul said that he would drop by at my house that evening.

2) Heechul said, “I may bring you Pearl Milk Tea.”
changed to
Heechul said that he might bring me Pearl Milk Tea.

For the sentence which verb is in past perfect or past perfect continuous, there is no change for the verb used.
1) Madan Sood,
Most Common Errors in English

2) WebLearnEng

1) Ryeowook said, “I had made a Pearl Milk Tea last night.”
changed to
Ryeowook said that he had made a Pearl Milk Tea the previous night.

2) Ryeowook said, “I had been drinking it for two hours.”
changed to
Ryeowook said that he had been drinking it for two hours.

The word ‘that’ is used as a conjunction between the reporting verb and reported speech, usually applies for declarative and exclamatory sentences.
1) Anne Seaton,
Focus on Grammar

2) WebLearnEng

1)Shindong exclaimed, “these breads are mine!”
changed to
Shindong exclaimed that those breads were his.

2) Shindong said, “I am going to buy ice-cream.”
changed to
Shindong said that he was going to buy ice-cream.

       Reporting verb
       Reported speech

If the information is still true or universal truth, the verb does not change.
1) Madan Sood,
Most Common Errors in English

1) Yesung said, “The earth is round.”
changed to
Yesung told me that the earth is round.

2) “I want to travel around the world,” said Yesung.
changed to
Yesung said that he wants to travel around the world.

To-infinitive must come before object and after verb if it expresses imperative sentence.
1) UPSC PORTAL

2) Anne Seaton,
Focus on Grammar
1) “Please, have a dinner with me,” said Donghae.
changed to
Donghae invited me to have a dinner with me.

2) “Do wear a black dress,” said Donghae.
changed to
Donghae requested me to wear a black dress.

        Object
        Verb

Negative imperative sentence is expressed by : reporting verb + object+ not+ to-infinitive + verb

2) Madan Sood,
Most Common Errors in English

1) “Do not go out with Siwon,” said Leeteuk.
changed to
Leeteuk warned me not to go with Siwon.

2) “Please, do not fall in love with Siwon,” said Leeteuk.
changed to
Leeteuk persuaded me not to fall in love with Siwon.

For interrogative sentence that use WH-Question which is not the subject of the sentence, the subject comes first, followed by the verb.

2) Anne Seaton,
Focus on Grammar

1) “Where would you like to eat?” asked Kyuhyun.
changed to
Kyuhyun asked me where I would like to eat.

2) “Which restaurants do you prefer,dear?” Kyuhyun enquired.
changed to
Kyuhyun enquired me which restaurants I prefered.

For interrogative sentence which can be answered by ‘yes or no’, ‘if or whether’ is used as a conjuction.

2) Madan Sood,
Most Common Errors in English

“Am I late?” asked Sungmin.
changed to
Sungmin asked if he was late.


“Are you angry?” Sungmin enquired.
changed to
Sungmin asked whether I was angry.