What to do? It seems like I’m in big
trouble these days. HAHA~
Why did I say so? It is because I seem
to be lonely by my own. Blueh~ is that a problem too? *faint*
This is me. This is what I am. I don’t
like talking to people who I do not comfortable with. To me, I would better
shut my mouth up rather than acting. People say I am very friendly, easy go
lucky, and the type of person who can be put anywhere on the earth. However,
you are all wrong. You might seem that I can talk very well with elders, I speak
with manner to those who are older than me, but you don’t know my heart.
Aaaaa~ really...... It’s
TROUBLESOME!!
People say I can join the elders very
well. That job is more difficult than sitting for examination, you know? I would
rather lock myself for hours at library rather than talking. HAHAHA :)
I also find myself very difficult to
talk to those who I din close with. It feels like you are carrying tons of
boulder on your shoulders. Well, I feel it that way.
SERIOUSLY, I CHOOSE BEING LONELY
RATHER THAN BEING IN PUBLIC.
Hurm, but I hate eating alone. But,
it’s okay, as long as I got music, books, or laptop in front of me. They can transform
being humans for me anytime I want. KAHKAH :P
Ahhh~ God, please understand me. If I
put my earphone on, I really wish you din talk to me. Of course I feel sorry to
those, but ahhh..... what is the point of talking to me if I have no interested
in?
People may see I talk very much,
but, I did it just to please people. They would dislike those who are quiet, right?
I do it to be like, to avoid awkwardness.
Well, I guess no matter what we like
or dislike, we have to do it to please people right? :)
Buat je la dora wei... Tak luak
mulut kalau cakap banyak pom. Tapi,,, kalau asyik nak puaskan hati orang,
sampai bil eyh? HAHAHAHA~ entahlah kawe.
“B to the I BANG, B to the I BANG!!”
